I’m hurting so much right now and I can’t tell anyone. I’m stuck suffering in silence. I just called it off with my fiancé. We were supposed to get married/have a wedding in October. But now I don’t want a wedding and I don’t want to get married and sometimes I think I don’t want my baby or my life and then I hate myself for having those thoughts because I know they’re only temporary but right now my face and eyes are swollen from crying so much. I hate everything right now.