Husband

My husband has always been verbally Abusive and non supportive last night half asleep he said idk why you would stick around for someone like me I’m such an ass I said why do you treat me like that he said I’m so messed up going crazy in my head that I just want to put you at my level I’m an idiot and fell asleep a few mins later what to think of it I didn’t tell him he had said that or why just been on my mind all day today