Calling out to God and you

Je

Guys i could really use some serious prayer rn. My grandma has had cancer in her bladder and kidney for a while. It was getting better but yesterday we found out that she has cancer in her mouth. Im very afraid that she will die. I have only been to one funeral when i was like 6. I am so not ready for my gma to go. She is honestly the most caring most sweet person ive ever met. Thanks guys it means a bunch💖. Ive been feeling rly down and i have been doubting God. I feel terrible saying that but im scared.