Miscarriage

A year ago today I went through my first miscarriage. A lot of my friends said I shouldn’t be upset due to the fact I had only just began high school, but when I realized what had really happened my heart just broke. 💔

Inside me had been a living thing that had died. I just remember breaking down. My parents had not known (and still don’t to this day) so my mom assumed it had just been a really heavy period that came unexpectedly.

To this day my heart still aches for my first child that I never got to meet . 😭 The worst part? After all the blood and I soaked in the bath, I noticed some that was clumsier and there was that little body. I had no more tears to cry, but after, I wrapped it and buried it in my favorite rose bush. 🥀

I’m not asking for pity, but I just wanted to share my story. All day I’ve been on the verge of tears thinking of it. Sure, I was a young teen, but it still was the worst experience of my life.