D-Day

UPDATE#3 2/18

FUCK YOU AUNT FLOW!!!

UPDATE#2 8/17

My period should have started yesterday but nothing is flowing out,im only wearing pantyliners that go unstained but I do have dark blood inside and its been going on for 4days. Really trying not to waste a test and wait til tuesday.So confusing and hard not to get my hopes up.

UPDATE: 8/16,period should start

Still just spotting,hoping and praying that it just stops

Also trying to wait a few days to test so I don't waste one.

While traversing the waters of trying to conceive in my 30s,i've experienced so many highs and lows,poking and proding,surgeries and periods of abstinence and D-Day has finally arrived.

At 38yrs old,finding out about the polyps,fibroids and cysts that were wrapped around my ovaries,choking them was only a roadblock the confirmation that it was still possible for me to do this without meds was and is the goal.Against the recommendations of my Drs(due to my age cause I ain't a spring chicken),they said I was more than capable but suggested clomid to help but if they said that it was possible w/o it,I was definitley going to try.I gave myself 8 months to try on my own with this past fertile cycle hitting on a family cruise that started on the 29th at which we decided that if it didnt work,we would start the clomid treatment.I am currently spotting 2days before my period is scheduled and i'm hoping that it's implantation blood.I will be calling tomorrow to make an appointment whether it's for an

IUI

schedule or to see an obstetrics/gyno specialist is now in gods hands,wish me luck!!! Really hoping that I dont have to stick myself with needles.