One of those days . . .

Do you have those days where you sit back and ponder your current relationship?

Today is one of those miserable days for me. I’m questioning if my fiancé actually loves me and if we’re actually compatible.

All I can think of today are the reasons why this relationship sucks. For some reason, it hits hard today..

I know every relationship is unique but I hate:

-That he doesn’t say I love you everyday

-That he doesn’t kiss me everyday

-That I do all the cooking

-That I do all the cleaning

-That I pay for all the groceries

-That he makes me feel ugly

-That he never comforts me

-That he makes comments on my appearance

-That we just had a baby and I have never felt more alone

-That he doesn’t care about my interests

-That he judges my family

-That he judges me and my past

& the list goes on....

Today, yes I’m depressed...

Hoping this depression goes away.

Time for a beer 🍻