So I’m 14

I’ve been feeling really shitty for the past 8/9 months and sad all the time and have had lots of suicidal thoughts and even self harmed...

I haven’t reached out to anyone because my parents will yell at me and stuff

Reasons I think I have depression/ anxiety

-Never happy

-Usually I always fake a smile

-Have panic attacks a lot

-Small things trigger me

-Anxious/ nervous 24/7

-A lot of my mates have told me that I have anxiety and depression

- One of my mates (one of the closest) has depression and anxiety too and knows a lot about mental health and said I have depression, anxiety, I’m bipolar and possibly have bpd

-I’m anorexic...

-Kinda bulimic too

-I often cry for no reason or I’m just sad for no reason and then cry

-Suicidal thoughts 24/7

-Self harm helps...

-I can’t go on public transport alone as I get too anxious and stuff

There are a lot more reasons why I think this but these are the main ones