Ever since I was little I've had anxiety. Not till I was around 16yrs old was I diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and a major depression disorder. My depression has gotten so much better but my anxiety has gotten so bad I dont even go out unless it's with ppl I trust. I've been with my bf for almost 2yrs now. In the beginning he believed my anxiety was real and serious and he defended me whenever some doubted it. In January we moved to the bay to live with my grandma. Ever since we moved he's stop paying attention to my anxiety. Ilk have a panic attack, tell him and he wont stop whatever hes doing to comfort me like he use to. Our relationship has become stale. My family in the bay thinks hes a freeloader even though hes always working 8+ hours most of his works days. What the worst is how my bay area family talk shit about me behind my back. Nothing I do is good enough because I can't drive or work due to my anxiety. They think its bs. Mainly because of my family I spend everyday crying and questioning how I survive life. I wish my boyfriend would still comfort me and be there for me during my panic attacks, that would help me through my tough times. Oh I guess I should mention that I do all the cleaning & laundry to make up for how much he works. We've agreed on the plan.i need some advice on how to move forward and not let my family disrespect and put me down. Also does anyone have advise on how to put the spark back into my stale relationship with my bf?