TTC for 8 Months

I know to some 8 months isn’t very long and I respect that but at this point I am so frustrated and feel like I’m ready to throw in the towel. It feels like a constant emotional rollercoaster that I don’t know if I can handle anymore. AF is due in two days and I can feel her coming already. I know I should go to a doctor and get some tests done but I am just so tired of constantly thinking about this that I don’t even want to.

Pretty much just wanted to vent, so thank you 🙏🏻