Just keep telling myself it’s worth it.....

I went into pre term labor twice and now am on oral terbutaline 4 times a day to keep from having contractions. It makes me feel like shit I get hot and shaky and my heart races and I feel short of breath and just get anxious. Just when the symptoms ease up it’s time for my next dose 😞 I’m on day 2 and my doctor said it’s going to be bad the first 2 weeks. It’s making it difficult to function at work and I’m tempted to ask him if I can stop the pills and just go on bed rest like he originally wanted. This pregnancy is kicking my ass and I’m so done 😢