Sex with my husband sucks!

It is emotionless, there's no foreplay, and it just doesn't feel good anymore. He had the nerve to say, "she's never ready". By that he means my vagina is never wet when he wants to have sex every blue moon. He just thinks it magically gets wet without anything being done to it or me. Ive felt this way for a while now, since March. We are growing apart. Well we have grown apart. Ever since I found out he has continued to talk to and meet up with women behind my back. While I dont believe he had sex with anyone, the trust was still broken, our marriage vows were still broken in my eyes. Im no longer attracted to him really. There was never really passionate, romantic sex in the past, but its even worse now. Finding out you are second best doesn't exactly make you want to be intimate with your partner. I cant afford to leave him, but I think its what Im going to do as soon as I can. I no longer feel a connection. Im obviously not what he wants. Hate to feel this way, but in my heart, I feel like this was the reason for my miscarriage. God is letting me know in His own way that this is not the man that Im supposed to create a family with. I need to get out while there are no ties. We have a house, but Im willing to move out just to be happy. I feel trapped and I wanna be set free.

Thanks for listening.