Boyfriend PT

Heya!! so me and my boyfriend have been together 4 years, a little back story however is that we have been together since high school, though a couple of years after high school we both were heading in different paths and we just werent vibing how we used to mutually we decided to end our relationship, which was definitely for the best at this point in our lives like i said we were together since HS, we learnt how to be on our own etc and i learned how to love myself lots and be the person i wanted to be, i went over seas to intern and he finished his personal training course, when i returned to the same city 6 months later we rekindled and started hanging out again, we were a lot stronger and realised our feelings were still there anyway we are together again and everything is perfect as we matured a lot BUT in this time apart we obviously saw other people and we weren’t upset by this at all because why should we be? we weren’t talking and weren’t together but my boyfriend he is a personal trainer which good for him it’s his passion and all, though the girls he was seeing when we weren’t together were like everything i’m not, tall, slim very beautiful and i’m upset that i feel that’s the types

of girls he is attracted too, now, because he is a PT i find myself going on about weight and other girls he has dated in the past and more of my own self worth, but the thing is i thought i was definitely okay with myself and i was! i just feel very soon people will be like “why u with her? you’re a pt shouldn’t you be with very fit and small people” and it’s really bringing me down? like what if he wants to change the way i look now or something but to afraid to tell me? like i know he says i’m perfect bla bla bla but it just plays on my mind a lot! aha, sorry for all this long ness!💖💖💖