Financial woes

We wanted this baby so bad and I knew There was a good chance I’d be pretty nauseous... but I did not expect to be nauseous to the point of not working... and not working for. SEVEN WEEKS so far. There is no end in sight of this 24/7 extreme nausea... I don’t know what to do.

My s/o and I live separately because of his job and I live with my parents but I’m 25 and expected to pay rent along with all my other bills I still am fortunate to get to pay through them... car insurance, phone etc, but I haven’t been able to work and my money cushion and savings account have dwindled down to almost nothing now. I don’t want to ask my s/o for help because our relationship has been rocky since I started having pregnancy symptoms... he’s been doing a lot for me and I haven’t wanted to be close to him the hormones have him smelling horrible to me and I get irritated at pretty much everything he says and does. I just feel like I’m drowning financially. I won’t be able to pay my September bills and this nausea won’t let up. I never expected being pregnant to bring me so much stress anxiety sadness frustration ... I just want to go back to work and to feel attracted to my s/o again, everything is falling apart and I just needed somewhere to vent bc I’m too scared to ask anyone for more help when my s/o and parents have already been doing way more than I deserve. 😔