Blessed with baby

So having 3 boys age 11-10-8 and been trying ever since with 2 unfortunate miscarriages. Oct 18 my dreams came true I was pregnant again I couldn’t wait to share the news after my 12 week appointment. At 16 weeks we were blessed to be told we were due a baby girl I couldn’t wait till July to meet my princess.my pregnancy was horrible I wasn’t looked after correctly via midwife or others my baby wasn’t growing so I had my steroid injections as they was going to deliver early then they put it off till I was 37 weeks but that didn’t happen as at 36 weeks I started bleeding really bad at home with my husband working away and kids here in my own it was a nightmare I rang for the ambulance I’d never seen so much blood, when I arrived at hospital I was told there was no heart beat but just then we heard a very faint beat I was rushed down for an emergency c section and I was put to sleep. I woke up back on the ward with my family around me it was a miracle my little girl was alive and well on neo natal unit weighing 4lb I was told that my placenta had abrupt away from the wall and I was bleeding out hence all the blood I lost 2 litres that day and was also told that there was a blood clot behind the placenta I am so great full that my baby and me are here but I feel the care I received was unfair if I had better care maybe they would have noticed this who knows. Please ladies make sure you are well looked after as some stories don’t have my happy ending

My little princess Italia-rose 10/06/18 @ 5pm

1st photo was 2 days old

2nd photo 10 weeks old and now weight 10lb 2oz