Terrified

Update: went to the doctor, she's 6lbs 13oz right now and I'm already over 2cm dialated. I'm starting to get excited :)

I'm currently 36+2 weeks pregnant and last week I was diagnosed with preeclampsia. Before last week my blood pressure was always normal but then it skyrocketed. They decided to induce me at 37 weeks and now I'm terrified. I went from "oh I have 5 weeks left" to "oh my God she's coming in a week I don't know if I'm mentally prepared". She might not be a September baby after all