Tired

I get on here and I love reading the post that are on here. I love to read all the stories of success conceptions and the ones that aren’t so successful. You all give me some form of hope, but I’m tired of seeing all the negativity just because some of us might have kids and are trying to convince another doesn’t mean it’s not as hard on us as it for those of you who don’t have any. Please stop! I feel less of a woman someday because I finally have a great man in my life who his self doesn’t have any kids and yet I have 3 and for the last two years we’ve been trying to no prevail and every time I see that negative sign and or read not pregnant it hurts more and more. Because how can I bring Three beautiful kids into this world to men who are undeserving of being called men let alone fathers and do not want anything to do with there kid, yet I’ve no t been able to give this man his own biological child! He tells me all the time that it’s okay and that he is extremely happy with the “his” kids. But it’s not okay because I see him with his baby cousins and with other little babies and I see the joy in his eyes and I see the pain when he’s some times realize that his hold and playing with his own newborn might not be an option.

All I’m trying to say is instead of putting each other down we should get be lifting each other up! No one group is better than the other we all are struggling and we all are hurting! I love all of you ladies and I’m praying for you all!! Sending Baby dust to each and everyone of you! Hope to read many more stories of pregnant woman and beautiful babies and women over coming so much more. You all are beautiful, you all are great