I don’t know how to feel

Girls I’m writing this on here because this is the only place I feel like I can feel relief. Something happened in my family 😭 The most saddest thing ever the most i dont even know.

I just found out my own dad tried to abuse my aunt my moms sister and I don’t know how to feel why to do i don’t know 😔😔😔 Please Help me my mom doesn’t know and my dad doesn’t know that I know 😔😔 breaks my heart that my dad tried to do this because he was the person I looked up too. I would always show him off and everything.

My mom is sick she has high blood pressure and I’m scared if we talk to my dad I feel like he’s going to go nuts and try to do something to himself. I’ve never in my life been thru this.