TMI: First time not using a condom

I'm on a really strong BC, plus I have a hereditary thing that makes it nearly impossible to get pregnant, so I let my guy cum in me today, and wtf.

My brain keeps reminding me that there's cum IN ME and its throwing me for a loop. I'm kind of against it, but not upset that it happened. Just don't like that something that belongs to someone else is in me for the next like, five days.

Note: to future self, we don't like that.

Anyone else remember the first time like that? How did you feel after?????