⚠️LONG POST⚠️ with a little TMI.

Nothing nice to say? Don’t even comment.

Today, I have been sick.

I have still been in pain.

My cervix hurts pretty bad.

And then some lower back and pelvic cramping.

My doctors office was closed.

I had a fever.. and been coughing and runny nose/sneezing.

Along with the cervical pain that I mentioned to my doctor.. earlier today.. and theywouldnt see me until next week.

This pain has been concerning. I just wanted to make sure everything was okay down there.

I obviously am not asking for an ultrasound. I just wanted peace of mind.

I waited hours.. and hours.. and the pain & fevee got worse. I went to my ER. I fucking hate going there for anything. I just couldn’t take the pain.

I sat in a room.. for a hour before that saw me. Someone finally came in and took blood.. along with the tourniquet on my arm for like 2 minutes while hes looking for a vein.. meanwhile, my hand is turning purple and tingling.. I tell him and he says oh sorry.. then continues to look for a vein. Finally finds one. And then he would turn around and look for crap and the needle is digging into my vein. Then he messed up getting blood.. so someone else had to come do that..

It takes another hour for them to come and talk to me.. then I wait more.. and they say my potassium is low.. and gives me two pills for that.. another 45 minutes to a hour passes.. and he says my urine and bloo confirm I’m pregnant.. but my hcg levels are low.

He tells me all women are different with pregnancy, so, pain is different with everyone.

I understand they aren’t my OB.

But im still in awful pain.. and i am so scared I will have a miscarriage.. my hcg is low..my cervix hurts like a bitch.. and i stiiiill have a fever. They take about 30 minutes to come back and give me my discharge papers, after asking me to do a survey for them. Basically giving them a shit review..

a few people were nice to me.

But

I

Feel

Like

Shit.

I just wanted to know why I have a fever. & why the hell my cervix is hurting so fucking bad.

I now have to wait until next week to see my doctor. I just want to cry.

I just want to have a baby.

I just want to be pregnant with no complications.

I just want to know what’s wrong.

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I know.. I know.

This is a long post.

It’s a lonng rant.

I understand they cant do too much.

I also know, that they could have been better.

The people that work there, are disliked by the majority of the town. They never take patients seriously.

Here’s to hoping I’m just worrying for absolutely nothing.