This isn’t really anything juicy or bad.

I spend weeks at a time at my boyfriends place and today I decided I’d go visit a friend I haven’t seen in several months since she lives 30 minutes away from him where as I live 1h40 from her AND I have a job interview in her city so it made sense to just spend a few days with her instead of commuting the full way (finally getting out of my crap town and closer to my boyfriend) so whatever I’m here now and all day I’ve had this major desire to be with him. I miss him so much. The last weeks days I’ve been having intense pregnancy and marriage dreams. I am so excited for our future together. We’re approaching the living together/starting a family stage and I am so ready for this change in our lives. We plan on moving in together after 5-6 months of me starting this job because by then we’ll have saved enough for a cute condo more downtown of Toronto.

He’s THE ONE I can feel it in every bone/joint in my body.

I have such an appreciation for him and everything he stands for. No matter what he does I’m like “aw that’s my man”. Whenever he does something bad I cant even stay upset, I’ll try and look at him crossly but I instantly start smiling. His face is just so precious.

He treats me so perfectly and is always protecting me and making sure I am 100.

For a week now I’ve been having really bad cramping and nausea coming out the Wazoo and he’s always so supportive and frantically trying to make sure I’m okay.

This is the man I want to spend the rest of my life with and I’m so happy.

sorry for the ramble.

I’m just finally at a stage in my life where I feel like I’ve got the whole “adult” thing down pact. Took me long enough.