Teen mom in high school

Hi everyone,I’m a teen mom in high school.I had my daughter when l was 16 and now I’m 17 and my daughter is almost 6 months old.I go to high school and it’s been really hard for me.My schedule is all over the place and l don’t know what to do.I try my best to succeed as a mom and a student but l don’t think l can do it.It’s only been a week but oh what a stressful one.I decided to confess here because l have like no one.My baby daddy(ex) left me when he found out l was pregnant,my mom and dad are so busy with their work and my little brother and l have like only 1 friend who’s only my friend in school.l have wanted her to hang out with me multiple times but she always refuses.It’s like she’s a totally different person once she steps out of school.So l have no one.Today l felt extremely sad and l locked myself in the bathroom and cried for one hour.No one even noticed even though l wasn’t being quiet.I have an exam tomorrow and l have literally studied nothing.I have been sooo busy with Nina (my daughter) and l forget about everything else (eating sometimes too,like l don’t have time to eat).She’s going to start solids and l have that plus she’s growing up and changing everyday and more which means even more responsibility for me.I have tears in my eyes as l am writing this.I feel like a bad mom but l try my hardest l swear.l know that l have a baby but l also want an education.School just started and l am not going to take an F as my first grade of the school year.l feel so guilty but l will and l always have put my daughter first before everything,anything.But l also want to do something for myself too.Please tell me your opinion on this.l could really use some advice.

Xoxo💋