I can tell my husbands no longer in love w me. And i remember he told me he falls in love w me everyday. Hes very critical of everything i say and do, even how i raised our kids, and he doesnt even help shit. His true colors were showned after i have his kids for him. He treats me worst than outsiders, hes the man i fell in love w to other ppl, while hes the devil to me. He pays no attention to me, shows me no love, yet i remember he told me im his 1st priority. Ive had my hair cut short for the 1st time ever, and he doesnt even notice it. Maybe he does, but he careless. Hes starting to check out women and tries to get their attention, in front of me. He calls me names everyday, bitch, cunt, pussy, you name it. Hes mad and annoyed by me everyday. He yells at me everyday. Yesterday he had a dream of me leaving him for someone else, he woke up and told me not to leave him, because he needs me. But im already thinking about it. Even after this, he still treats me like shit. Idk anymore... im very dependent of him. I cant even go back to school anymore. I cant even drive yet. Im doomed!