I was with my boyfriend for 8 months up until recently he decided he couldn’t do it anymore. Mind you I am currently going on 6 months pregnant. We’ve always been good since the beginning he adored me and valued me. I loved who he was and how he made me feel. I am 19 and he is 20 this will be both of our first child. When we found out we were pregnant we felt it was too soon to have a kid so we thought about going with abortion but we decided to keep the baby. Since we decided to keep the baby back in July he really hasn’t been here for me as my bestfriend or boyfriend. I haven’t seen him since August 1. He missed the most important appointment which was the gender. I was really hurt and mad. It’s like you haven’t been here so how am I going to expect you to be there when the baby’s born?! He went to Miami a couple weeks ago two days after he told me he couldn’t do it anymore. I know my worth and I love myself. Yes I cried and it hurt me but I’m not in love with him we were working up to that but I refuse to let you back into my space and take you back I’m not weak I don’t need him. My sole mate is out there somewhere and I’ll be patient with finding him right now it’s about me and my bundle of joy.