I’m so mad

I’m so pissed. Mad doesn’t even describe how I’m feelings. I’ve got PCOS and been through 2 miscarriages and been trying to conceive for over 3 years. Meanwhile my fiancé’s skanky little 19 year old cousin is pregnant 🤬 this girl has had sex with more people than she can count. Lives in a run down trailer infested with bed bugs and cockroaches and is matted in dog shit. And I’m furious as to why people like her can get pregnant on accident but someone like me who deserves to be a mother can’t get pregnant? I don’t know what God’s fucking problem is but I’m OVER IT.