Trying again soon

I lost my baby at 8 weeks. Had a DNC yesterday. It was a rough procedure. The docs had a hard time getting everything out. Super physically and mentally exhausted. I am high risk in any pregnancy and it totally shocked me when my maternal Fetal Medicine specialist not only was on board but offer me a free round of fertility treatments to make sure everything is time perfectly. All four of my live births were fertility and perfectly timed and monitored throughout the TTC process. But it’s expensive. At the moment I’m recovering from the surgery and just looking forward to my rainbow baby. Gotta wait for high (182,864) HCG levels to go down so we can start the process. Broken hearted but apparently God needed this little one more. Still hope for a 5th and final to complete my little family.