Not our month jealous of my best friend

Hi girls. Don't know if this is the right place to put this but I just need to let it all out.

A little back story - Me and my wife decided to try for a baby. Told my best friend (she's straight) and she decided to try at the same time as us for baby number 2 went straight to the Drs and get her coil took out.

This month we were super positive we had concieved. At 7 dpo I had light pink cm and we got a little excited thinking it might be happening. However af decided to show up 4 days early and I was so upset. Sat and cried sed sorry to my wife feeling like a failure. She is the best and comforted and loved me.

About half an hour later I get a message of my bestie telling me she was pregnant.

Now my bestie likes to make every thing into a competition and I mean every thing! Even to the point where she sed to me wouldn't it be funny if I got pregnant first and you didn't..... well you have the advantage of having a boyfriend who you can do the deed with whenever you want our process takes time and a lot of planning.

Well it's happened. I super jealous and so upset that it happened to her and not me. I'm more upset that she's took my moment. Like you had your turn it was mine and my wife's moment a special time for us and I feel like she's stolen our moment. I want to be super happy for her but I just can't at the minute. My emotions are all over the place. I will talk to her eventually about it all but for today I'll let her have her day.

I guess I feel upset that she had only been trying for this month and it's already happened for her. I have to face her at work today and I just don't know how to react ... She doesn't want to talk about it at work which is a relief for me as I'm totally not ready to here all of the baby talk.

Sorry if this is the wrong place but I just feel like I needed to vent and get it all out.

I know our time will come I just wish it could of happens to us first so we could have the excitement xxx