Negative

My husband and I are trying to get pregnant with our second child, we have been trying for 4 months now. Last month I was late so I took a test and it was negative, on day 7 of being late I started my period. This month I am late again, day 3 I took a test and negative, day 6 negative again, today we are day 7 of being late. I won’t be taking a test again unless I reach 2 weeks late, waiting around and seeing a not pregnant pop up on the screen is heartbreaking. I just find it so odd that now we are actively trying my period starts playing these late games. 😔