Do any other girls ever have a rape fantasy?

I admit i was raped and molested when i was younger but have almost no memories of it and once with an older "boyfriend" he abused me and had sex with me when i was asleep or drunk or saying no (I didn't like it at the time, i was 14 he was 20) but when I was 15-16 a different sexual partner bit me until I bruised and threw me around (I asked him to) and I enjoyed it. Do the poll and leave explanations in the comments?

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