My ex😒😫😦

Ella

I’ve never really “loved” someone in a romantic way, just an oh let’s make out sort of way, then I met this one dude and I fell head over heels for him... he’s my best friend now and we used to date but like I just don’t know what to do... he’s a f*ckboy. He is also a player and f*cks with my feelings, but I am such a fool for him. I would do everything for him and I love him. I don’t know if I should keep these feelings to myself or tell him. I need some opinions quick😬