Hoping to find solace in each other 💕

I saw a few post already from ladies who have had previous losses and are now in early pregnancies hoping things just go okay this time around! I want a safe place where we can share our fears and also happiness with each other, where we can be a listening ear and provide a much needed support for one another! My name is Brooke, I have a healthy 10 yr old and 3 yr old but the past year has been extremely hard, I had an ectopic in November 2017 and lost twins in March 2018 bc they were conjoined. God works in mysterious ways and I am trying to stay as positive as humanly possible for this new pregnancy. I am due 5-25-19. We waited a few months like the doctor said and we are happy excited and scared at the same time. But with that being said I am scared to call the doctor, I am scared to have an ultrasound and them tell me somethings wrong, I am even scared to go to the bathroom and be bleeding even though I’ve felt nothing wrong. I hope I can get over this and enjoy this pregnancy like I want to, and maybe we all can help each other overcome these fears together. I welcome/encourage anyone who wants to share their stories of loss and hopefully happiness to come. And I wish a happy and healthy 9 months to everyone on here expecting. ❤️❤️