I’m high key freaking out!

Okay so I started dating this guy and we’ve been on two dates so far and it’s been great! We’ve kissed a total of three times now (we both are highly inexperienced and are each other’s firsts) and it’s been nothing more than a quick lips only peck.

We were planning our third date and this is what he sent me:

Like what the heck 😵 I actually screamed a little after reading that. Making out??? He’s so straightforward! So blunt! How does one respond to that? I’m feeling many different things about this. How does one prepare to make out? I’m gonna make a fool of myself. Oh man.

Sorry bout the rant but my goodness I’ve never experienced this before! This man has me dead 💀

**UPDATE**

Alright so our date ended up being Sunday because Friday didn’t work out.

Anyways, it went well. Really well. We ended up going to the park for a couple of hours and going on the swings and catching up/getting to know each other more. We went out for dinner afterwards (which he keeps insisting on paying for.. I feel so bad 😣), which was nice.

Then we walked back to his place. Instead of watching anime (because we couldn’t decide which one to watch) we watch this 1990 captain America movie which was fun to make fun of heh.

We didn’t end up watching the whole thing (only 30 minutes in). He asked me if I wanted to make out so I mean ofc I said yeah haha. He was cute tho and was hesitant saying, “I’m really tempted to google how to make out” 😂 honestly same. We went for it but yeah it was awkward and weird but what the heck it was great.

We ended up cuddling and kissing for the rest of the night. It was so nice.

Only one thing got me a lil shook tho which was in the middle of cuddling and stuff he asked me if I wanted to have sex. I immediately said no and then after a moment just still shocked was like, “you weren’t serious right?” And he just said, “only if you were”.

Later too after we kissed some more he said, “I was serious”... I mean what.. I told him, “I’m not ready for that” which he was completely chill and said that’s fine and he would wait for when I was. That made me feel a lot better but I can’t stop replaying that in my head.. the boy doesn’t even know how to kiss (me neither but that’s not the point) and he already wants to have sex? It’s so silly.

Anyways end of my update haha. It was a good time and I’d love to do it again xP