Feel stupid but I’m upset.

Tori • A tattoo/piercer of five years. Lvl 25. I help people express themselves with my art. Momma to two baby girls & future wife to Hunter ❤️💍

I very rarely ever feel good about myself but I knew me and my boyfriend were going out so I did my makeup, did my hair and wore something cute.

At the end of the day my boyfriend was picking up my Mexican food order. We called ahead but they were super busy so my boyfriend was in the restaurant for about 20 minutes. I was like I’ll take selfies because I look cute today ( which NEVER happens. I hardly ever take selfies or feel good enough to take them) So while he was in the restaurant I toon selfies and I actually really liked them. I ended up itching under my nose and left a red spot and I thought it’s okay I’ll just blurr it out since I didn’t bring my makeup to fix it. No big deal.

Posted the pictures on Facebook because I loved them. Didn’t post all of them. I updated my profile picture with one

And the only comment I got was “why do you look like a 12 year old anime girl?”

I get this crap a lot because people always think I edit my face. I don’t. These pictures are 100% not edited. I only blurred out the red spit under my nose and used a pretty background color which I guess covers up my skin blemishes, I’m not complaining.

I’ve always had bigger eyes naturally, people who see me in person always say how big they are but then act like I edit them in my pictures. Y’all i know 0% about photoshop, like jackshit. I couldn’t edit my facial features if I wanted too.

Also that day I wore white eyeliner on my bottom lid and then put a dark eyeshadow under that to make them seem wider. It’s a trick I learned on YouTube. Made my big eyes look wider and prettier. I loved it.

Then yesterday I added two pictures I took that day and added a song lyric, yes I’m that person.

I loved these pictures the most because they show off my weight loss in my face.

Well I got a comment from my dads girlfriends daughter

She thinks she called me out on like editing on my face and messing up. Like I said I itches my nose and it left a red mark, I used the blur tool and messed up my nose ring but I was like whatever I like this picture anyway.

Here’s close ups.

I tried fixing it before I uploaded them but it made it worse so I left it alone. I get it maybe looks like I edited my nose or my eyes and messed up my nose ring.

But literally the only time I have ever messed with my facial features is when snapchat does it for me.

I’m just so upset and I feel like it’s stupid to be. But like I said I hardly ever post pictures or feel good about myself and then when I finally do people always give me crap.

I just wanna take the pictures down and never upload any ever again.