Emotional

So I’m 31 today and my husband tells me this morning that he got me a house cleaner. I just need to be home to tell her what to do, where everything is, and clean up before her (she’s going to do the dusting, windows, and baseboard I hate) ... our boy peed the bed at 4 and I’ve basically been up since... I dropped my water bottle on the way out and had to mop (it had some juice in it so we all know I’ll have to mop again tonight.

And all i wanna do is cry.

My house is a mess as is and now I have a timeline to clean it in so a stranger can come clean it with me watching basically... we have so much stuff in the extra room (for the newbie coming) and I don’t know where to put it (think fridge and deep freeze)... and now I’m just sad.

That’s all. I know it’s a good thing to get house deep cleaned I just ... I dunno. I wanted a new mop 😕😆 so I guess right line🤷🏻‍♀️