It's official....

My significant other was not good to me at all during my pregnancy. He acted as if drinking was his number 1 priority and he could care less about bringing another precious human into this world. (He has a 9 year old that he's trying to get shared parenting-once he has money) I thought things would get better maybe once our son was born but I was WRONG...it got way worse. Still no job, still getting drunk every night. He has no interest in our baby who is now 6 weeks old. I fall more and more out of love with him each day. It's the saddest, most unfortunate thing. But I'm trying to make the best out of it and enjoy every moment with my baby boy. Never thought this would happen. Prayers would be so appreciated ❤️