I Won't Be Brought Down

I'm feeling my sunshine get caught in chains. I feel the energy draining each month. The enemy is trying to catch my hope and squander it and yesterday was proof.

My husband had his first sperm analysis and everything came back 100% normal. Such great news! I am thanking God for it!

And, within two hours, I got my period. Again. Now the panic took over. Again. I begged for God to reveal His plan. Again. I sobbed on the floor in the shower. Again. And I walk around like everything's fine. Again.

The enemy will not get me. I still have hope. You can be terrified and still have faith. I'm letting my sunshine grow through the chains.