After months of trying and getting my period every month with a negative test I’m so over it.Starting to think that I just can’t have children and maybe I won’t be a good mother.Its sad to see all of these other women with kids that mistreat them or leaving them in hot cars or letting their”man” rap them and treat them bad.Its like dang why can’t I have one but god blessed them with one that they don’t give a crap about.I think ima just just say forget it.My plan was to have kids now before I get to old cause I’m 25 and wanted my kids 4 years apart.I guess being called momma wasn’t meant to be in my future💔If I can run into a wall real hard and fall and not get up I would.But I hope every one else get what they won’t.