Wishing and Hoping

Nicole

Here I am (unsure of DPO) with diarrhea, acne on my arms, and vivid dreams... hoping that all are signs of a sticky bean. I have one beautiful son, and three angels after him. I can’t help but dream of holding a little one again. I swear I feel pregnant every cycle, and I’m let down every time. And if I’m not, I’m devastated soon after. Ttc is the hardest thing I’ve ever done.