I’m scared

so i just woke up scared to give birth this is my second baby my daughter is 4 even though labor was hard i went excited and i feel like that made the process easy that and everything happened so fast i don’t remember and I’ve been mentally ready to have number 2 up until today it finally hit me with only 20 days left well less because I’m being induced i am scared actually terrified I’m over here having a panic attack because i have just decided i no longer want to give birth anymore