tomorrow

well tomorrow is the day. 37 weeks exactly and i have an early morning appointment to see if i’ve started dilating or not. if i have my induction will start thursday morning with pitocin and breaking my water, if not i’ll have to go in tomorrow night and start with the cervadil. fingers crossed i’m dilated. i’m so nervous, like overly nervous. like it’s my first baby but it’s totally not. i’ve been induced with all my kids due to blood pressure issues but never this early. it feels too early, i’m scared she won’t be developed enough. i’m literally worried about EVERYTHING. i just can’t seem to calm my nerves. i just want my little girl here safe and healthy.