Please respond I need help😭

Okay so I met this guy and he lives and hour and 45 min from me. I met him off a tinder app that my friends and I made as a joke to try and turn down all the fuckboys😭💀😂 but anyways this guy added my Snapchat and at first I didn’t notice him because I never saw his snapchats and I have a lot of people snapping me and like he got me to face time with him and we talked all night and I got really close with him and he treated me so well that sometimes I didn’t know what to even say bc most of the guys I’ve had a thing with treat me so badly and only want to have sex with me and the things he would tell me made me feel so good and I’ve never had a guy treat me like that and we were together for a while but then as time went on he would hardly talk to me on the phone and ft me and we had this fight and we broke up but then I got so sad and I got back together with him and then I find out the same day we got back together he sent nudes to my best friend and she told me right away and he made all these dating app accounts and I got upset about it and wanted to call him on the phone to talk about the things that were bothering me in the relationship and he wouldn’t do it and after all that he stopped talking to me and would call me awful names and never made plans with me and never reached out I was the only one holding on and texting him and that was for weeks and I finally ended it but I miss him so idk what to do. My old fling is trying so hard to get with me and I turn him down all the time but he still tries so hard to see me and like all this guy wants to do is have sex with me before having a relationship bc I won’t have sex until I love the guy. He tells me that he really likes me and that I make him feel like happy in a long time but HE NEVER TEXTS ME . But will show up at my house at 2:30 am so he can take me to a car wash and like obviously I went bc I love that shit😂 and he will just call me randomly and idk I don’t trust him bc we’ve always had this on and off thing for like 6 years and IDK WHAT IM DOING AND WHAT TO FEEL. Should I move on or will I actually meet a man that treats me right like honestly 2 days ago one of my guy friends tried to have sex with me in the back of my friends car and I was like GET OFF ME DUDE BC IM NOT SCARED TO FIGHT YOU😂 so boys in my life are shit and I want out of it rn😂😭 I just want a guy I can love with all my heart bc all I want to do is cuddle and love someone it makes me so happy but guys never see that 🙄 they leave me and everyone tells me I’m so pretty why don’t you have a boyfriend and like my parents tell me oh why don’t you have a boyfriend and it annoys me. I should just be lesbian I’m tired lmaooo and I’m ranting so if you don’t know what to say I’m sorry 😂😂 but I’m honestly laughing but crying inside bc I laugh when I’m nervous or upset Ik I’m weird lmao