I just feel like giving up. I’m so tired of trying to improve myself and make my situation better. I’m tired of being knocked down again and again and being confronted with all the ugly parts of myself. I just feel so stuck, like I haven’t achieved anything and that everything I’m hoping and dreaming for just gets further away. How can you like yourself when you keep realising how selfish, hypocritical and awful you are. I feel like I don’t even know who I am anymore.