a mom @17 w depression..

Is it okay that I’m slowly getting depressed and nursing? I know dcs take your children away for anything...it’s really them causing me to be so fucking depressed...but I cant tell them that or they’ll think I’m ‘mentally unstable’ 😔 what do I do? Hide it inside? I can’t talk to nobody. Dcs won’t let me talk to my family..and my family is my big support systems