Trying to recover from c.section..

I am in so much pain right now. It's that bad I can't even cry it hurts. I can barely make it to the toilet..I can't sit up... I can't hold my baby... I can't feed my baby... I can't change my baby... I can't do anything I'm in complete agony. All I can do is stare at my baby boy and hope he realises I don't mean to not give him any love and affection... I just want him to know I love him with all my heart... and I just want to get back onto my feet again so I can show him all the loving in the world because he deserves it :(