so I'm getting closer and closer to delivery and I feel like once I deliver I'm not gonna want to be a mother anymore, please no hate comments. it's just after my mom gave birth this year all my father would force on me is watching the new baby, I have all the experience of parenting bc 5 years ago is when my mom started having more babies.. but always being forced to watch a new born and stress constantly made me wish I waited longer to get pregnant. I really didn't get to enjoy this pregnancy like I wanted to between having to baby sit constantly, always being threatened to get kicked out by my father.. it just sucks.. has anyone ever felt this way?