I'm too nervous to get out of bed

Yesterday I had spotting in the morning. Possibly bloody show? I'm not sure but it's happened once before and when I spoke to my doctor, there didn't seem to be a huge concern. It's only every happened during my first trip to the restroom until last night (possibly happens at night, but I don't turn in the restroom lights if I'm planning on staying asleep)

Last night when I came home, it happened again. Baby's movements are still strong so I just plan on taking it easy today but I am getting more and more nervous that she's coming sooner rather than later.

Today I'm 37+4. She's been in position for a few weeks now and I guess I need to just accept this as a sign to get ready for her. I've been avoiding packing my Go Bag and setting up her cat seat, and even leaving work full time, because I just know as soon as that relief of "well that's done, time to relax" hits, she's going to make a break for it.

Anyone else experiencing anything like this? I'm sure it's just FTM jitters on my end.