In a pickle

I recently found out that the tumor I have had for a few years on my thyroid has turned cancerous. I also found out I’m 10 weeks pregnant.

I’m torn between keeping my baby and trying to hold out treatment and hoping for the best or aborting and going thru treatment without risking the baby.

Never in my life did I think I would have to decide my life over another’s. I’m hoping the doctor will have some alternatives and maybe we can wait it out. I currently have a one year old and the thought of him not having a mom breaks my heart.

Please send good thoughts