I tried my best not to bring a child into this world single. I tried making it work with her father. He doesn’t get that I need for him to wipe my tears. I need love, affection, consistency, time, & dates. I want to be surprised by him randomly showing me I’m who he desires. Not to feel alone while carrying his child. I hope she understands that I tried to make it work. It hurts so, but so does this pain that I endured.