Motivation For Recovery ( ED TW )

Today was the first day in 3 weeks that I haven’t had an incident involving purging. Though I’m still restricting, it felt good ending my day knowing that I didn’t harm my body any further. As of lately, my disorder has caused so many complications with my health, thrown off my period, and has increased my anxiety. I want to recover, but I’m worried that I’m not ready. I turn 18 next month, should I wait till then to seek help so I can do so without my mom’s supervision?