Back to work! Mommy/wife life!

Hello, so I have approximately 2 months that I went back to work. It hasn’t been easy emotionally meaning leaving my baby behind(even tho my sister is the one taking care of my daughter) and thats an extra extra plus to my life. But i feel I wasn’t mentally and physically ready to go back to work plus I dont like my ned job I started but unfortunately i have bills to pay!!!

What has been the most difficult thing to do after you got back to work, after having a baby?

How you feel motivated?

How you work and maintain life in balance?