Venting!

Just a rant! Ive been off BC since May 17th, we have tried and tried to conceive but my periods are all over the place, never consistent, my cycles are between 24 and 26 days apart.. I use OPKS to determine ovulation.. I’ll ovulate one month but the next month I won’t... I have heavy periods with huge clots, I misscarried in 2008 but never had a DNC performed... I show symptoms of endometriosis and PCOS... will I ever have a baby?!? I’m just so sad and depressed about it. I’m 30 years old with an English bulldog lol... I just want a baby so so bad! Rant over.